Lonely 


Everyone feels lonely from time to time. 

Feeling alone is probably one of the worst feelings in the world. 

There are different kinds of this feeling;

Most feel lonely even in a room of people. 

Then there’s the people who are actually lonely. The ones that have maybe 1-2 people to talk to. 

When you aren’t doing anything in your life you tend to feel alone and useless. 

Not having a job has done that to me. My job was one way to get out of the house and socialize. I got my first boyfriend through my job, even though it didn’t work out.

I also had co-workers that made my day and I told everything to.

Now, I am stuck at home most of the time. Nothing to do, and stuck in my thoughts. Most of my friends left for big colleges while I’m only going to a small one. 

They also kind of forgot about my existence when they left, but it’s whatever. 

They are meeting new people every day and in a way I’m jealous. 

I love helping people, going new places and being productive. Yes some days I love sitting around curled up playing video games and eating icecream.

But that can only be fun for so long. 

I clean the house, decorate, make videos take pictures. 

But that gets old and sometimes I want more people to share my day with. 

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